Venting...

This list probably shouldn't make it here as I try to keep this a "happy place" but life sometimes sucks and well I am human and life is not really happy all the time! My work schedule is killing me...I need a vacation.

I have decided 2 months is not enough to write a book.
I am going crazy
I need a break
I have a cold
I have a migraine
I need to go and run 5 miles to make me feel better
I can't wait for Dec.24th
I have to agree with the Yarn Harlot: the process of writing a book is like S.E.X, the beginning and middle of it is not that fun, only the end.
I am so ready to give up on everything.
I must work on the A panel for the Baby Blanket.

One good thing that makes me smile today: my Nicki Fluevog boots that I found in my size (yep, Denise, I got them (I know, I could have bought food for an entire week with the price of the boots but at this point anything to bring me a little light)!). They run very small around the calf area and finally I was able to get some in a larger size and the calf area is big enough to put my chubby calf in. I saw these boots about a year ago (or two years ago) by following a link at Cynthia's blog. The moment I saw them I fell in love with them. My fluevog's...I love them....did I mention that I have a shoe-fetish? I like to collect shoes as well as yarn :). Well, at least I have a nice pair of boots to work in...back to the daily grind.

There is a light at the end of the tunnel...could it be the sun or a train coming right at me?

Comments

[Isabelle]

Good luck with everything Isela! Those boots are to die for. Take care!

[Sarah Bytheway]

Hang in there Chickadee, I know you can do it! Hope you get feeling better, just keep caressing those boots. I'm drooling over those BTW, they are beautiful!

[kailin]

Sounds like you've got valid reasons to feel overwhelmed! Go have a run, the break will help you be ready to handle it all when you get back. Blessings on you and yours!

[Denise]

AHHH!!!! You deserve them!!!!! I have been sick and miserable all day... but now I am smiling ear to ear!
WOOO HOOOO!
And yes.. 2 months is not enough!

[Bethany]

Hang in there Isela! Definitely go for a fun run, then take a long bubble bath. If it were me, I'd skip the run and head straight for the bath. ;)
We're all pulling for you-we'll even wait a little longer for that book, if it means you survive the ordeal!
Take care.